C/S. think you misunderstood me the first time..Listen - that was my hurt in my heart talkin, along with the truthI would thirst often as a youth cause of you the personMoms nursin self-esteem issuesRound the house it's hard to find a clean tissue, minus her tearsTo rewind this time I promise I minused my yearsto the day to take the pain awaySeemed sunny outside, always rained on JayPop you my umbrella, come help your son with the weatherSoon we come together like man and man and buildPlay space, cards face up, I've come to dealIn order to get right we gotta deal with this wrongAnd the pain I felt all my life you feel in the songYour lack of warmth left a chill in the morn'Your lack of love, left me loveless, and I'm of your breathI'm your mind body and soul, your heart, your fleshYour alcohol, your smoke, in results I'm a messAnd dad, still I love you no less dadHope you didn't think success would make me less madBut not mad, just dissapointed - we wasted yearsI swear to God, may you take me away from hereIf you taught me anythingThe one thing you taught me is to face my fears, cowardHow could you let me grow without you?Grind in this rap game, take dough without you?Wear my Pro Keds close to the sole/soul without you?Family pictures pose without you - why?Why shouldn't I be mad?Monster's parents seperated, Monster had his dadThese parents had they problems, he still came to the padHe bought 'em new bikes, imagine what that felt likeUsed to have to butt my head to go to sleep at nightNigga you did me wrong but the love is strong, let's move onVerse is too reall!!Don't understand people who even question Jay-Z skills.