prdx Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 this mornin was alot for me stil.. i woke up feelin sad an kinda depressed an i was chattin to one friend on the fone an the convo started gettin deep an we started talkin bout families (which reminded me of kurious's thread http://www.vip2.co.uk/forum/index.php?show...c=14898&hl= )... then the topic kinda come to my nan who passed on a few months back.. an i felt my eyes wellin up an that... then all of a sudden i shut down an i jus couldnt bring myself to cry, even tho i was on my own.. its like..... its like i felt too proud to do it.. i was close to my nan stil an since she died i havent greived for her properly at all, i couldnt even bring myself to cry at her funeral.. sometimes i walk past her yard an forget shes actually gone, an it stirs all kinds of emotions i dont think im ready to even deal with... (soz for the essay an that yh)wha i wanna kno is; do u ever feel like u wanna cry but u just cant bring urself to do it, an when was the last time u cried an wha was the reason behind it...? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A Bit Better Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Yeah I get that sometimes. Can feel it coming then I'll just be like "Oi fix up man" and that's it, it's gone. It's good to get it out though. Held back after my Grandpa died and ended up barlin' in front of my housemate. Would've preferred to get it out on my own. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
o-guy Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 to cry in the prescence of others is a sign of weaknessbehind closed doors, do ubut to answer your questioni view cryin as a female lementationi am not a female, so i generally do my best to avoid it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ToyaXX Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 last time i cried was last week wen i found out that im £550 overdrawn.. *sighs* im jus so broke Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A Bit Better Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 last time i cried was last week wen i found out that im £550 overdrawn.. *sighs* im jus so brokeLol. Don't worry sweetness, I'm £1450 overdrawn. Feel better? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ToyaXX Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 lol much better thanx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LOGers Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Used to cry all the f*ck*ng time when I was with my ex, like at least once a day.Now I hardly cry, mainly because I'm emotionally devoid these days, also because I don't really have a reason to cry anymore, and when I do have one, I just don't cry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
General Mac Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 I'm about to holla at some cut onions still, i still need to cry over a lot of things, not teary eyes but i mean i really need to f*ck*ng roll on the floor crying my eyes out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ego Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 nopeneed to get all my frustration n sh*t out thoi have some serious issues... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Steven Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Used to cry all the f*ck*ng time when I was with my ex, like at least once a day.Now I hardly cry, mainly because I'm emotionally devoid these days, also because I don't really have a reason to cry anymore, and when I do have one, I just don't cry.Ohhh for the love of god please do shut upIt's not like your "emotionally devoid" self isnt gonna be with another guy next week going through the same problems again, crying again, posting about it on vip2 again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trilliam Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 more likely to be tears of rage than grief. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LOGers Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Used to cry all the f*ck*ng time when I was with my ex, like at least once a day.Now I hardly cry, mainly because I'm emotionally devoid these days, also because I don't really have a reason to cry anymore, and when I do have one, I just don't cry.Ohhh for the love of god please do shut upIt's not like your "emotionally devoid" self isnt gonna be with another guy next week going through the same problems again, crying again, posting about it on vip2 again.LOLnot evenmy pyschiatrist told me i was emtionally devoid. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Steven Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 you didnt even react to my postyou ARE emotionally devoid! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wavant Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 nopeneed to get all my frustration n sh*t out thoi have some serious issues...Trust. I'm a ticking time bomb. Whether is tears, swinging or blowing sh*t up it aint gonna be a good look at all.Listening to A Way Of Life by Hans Zimmer aint helping as well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ego Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 nopeneed to get all my frustration n sh*t out thoi have some serious issues...Trust. I'm a ticking time bomb. Whether is tears, swinging or blowing sh*t up it aint gonna be a good look at all.and tbh thats what im afraid of, im gonna do some irrational shitproper out of characteri bottle sh*t up for too long, im due to flip out soonive been going through some f*ckery still... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RYDER. Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 to cry in the prescence of others is a sign of weaknessbehind closed doors, do ubut to answer your questioni view cryin as a female lementationi am not a female, so i generally do my best to avoid ityeah what he sed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Ivan Drago Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 control yo emotions Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Axiom Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 nopeneed to get all my frustration n sh*t out thoi have some serious issues...Trust. I'm a ticking time bomb. Whether is tears, swinging or blowing sh*t up it aint gonna be a good look at all.Listening to A Way Of Life by Hans Zimmer aint helping as well.cant even listen to that soundtrack without thinkin about everything. gets me emotional.i havent cried in years, last time i cried it was cause i was angry. u know them completely flipped out ones where u grab a knife and say 'no one come near me im gonna kill him'' sort of thing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natalie Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Last time I cried was like 2/3 weeks ago. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuLu Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 yes on a regular basis, im an emotional bitch. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JLovely Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 I'm very emotional...been cryin for the last couple days. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Angelo Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Last time I cried, Jesus.Dunno.Haven't cried in front of someone for as long as I can remember.On my own, my eyes have teared up, but Ive slapped myself and told myself to man up.I reckon once certain things happen to you, its very rare to have something so bad which makes you ball again at all.Then again I am paranoid and apparently cold and heartless. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Davicious X Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Grandma died early July didnt cry.Didnt cry at the service either and that was open casket.Watchin casket get lowered into the hole I fell apart, cried so hard couldnt even stand. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunner Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Brother's funeral in May was the last time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mrbillion Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Grandma died early July didnt cry.Didnt cry at the service either and that was open casket.Watchin casket get lowered into the hole I fell apart, cried so hard couldnt even stand.exactly the same for me when my aunt died ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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